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** flyangel . portfolio . breathlessforums I'm typically one to believe in half-hearted miracles, just because I'm such a drama-addict.  This is coming from a selfish fool who thinks her life is going to reach beyond extraordinary.  I guess deep inside, giving back to others will help me redeem some sort of pride that'll make it okay for me to live. But enough about me.  If it wasn't for Ash, then I probably wouldn't have come across this until 5 months later.  So here's the nutshell: This is a woman who's enduring two neurological disorders and she has absolutely no money to pay for surgery.  This girl's part of the Megauploads Rewards pro

** flyangel . portfolio . breathlessforums . dnbtournament I think Wednesday, August the 15 is a new bad luck day. It was about midnight and I was only a few minutes from finishing Chiaka's birthday present when nothing.  NOTHING.  The screen was black, and the freakishly annoying whir of my computer was GONE. I can't start it up.  Something's wrong with the hard drive and nothing will start.  I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.  I lost everything.  Chiaka's BEAUTIFUL birthday present, all the PSD files for my designs and art, and now all I have left are the memories.  Nothing pisses me off more than crashing computers. I didn't back anything up because